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Sep. 15th, 2012 09:28 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
unbridledheart[Filter: Private, in Atsirian]
It's none of their
No one understands what
Mother is leaving soon. They all are, but it is mother that I will miss most. That's always the way of it, yes? It is worse now. She says that she is glad for my accomplishment, but -- is she, truly?
This is an accomplishment any would be proud of! But it is not what she wished for me.
Ah, we are still so alike. So stubborn. So ... so full of things we will never say to one another.
I am doing a very poor job of this. I ... I am. It is a wonder that the Queen has not changed her mind, called poor Chazz back to take my place. It is what I deserve.
It is what I I ...
Mother is leaving soon. They all are, but it is mother that I will miss most. That's always the way of it, yes? It is worse now. She says that she is glad for my accomplishment, but -- is she, truly?
This is an accomplishment any would be proud of! But it is not what she wished for me.
Ah, we are still so alike. So stubborn. So ... so full of things we will never say to one another.
I am doing a very poor job of this. I ... I am. It is a wonder that the Queen has not changed her mind, called poor Chazz back to take my place. It is what I deserve.