unbridledheart: (dat cloak)
[Atsirian]

Oh my.

I must apologize for keeping Charles so long. I promise you that I am returning him in fine spirits and decent shape, though if he seems tired later do try not to be so hard on him. He has earned a nice, relaxing day after all that.

I hope the rest of you had a fine day! I am still hoping to figure out which of you wrote that funny little cry for help based on what I know happened yesterday, but thus far I am completely stumped! Sigh.
unbridledheart: (>:D)
[Filter: Felizia, in Atsirian]

You know, it's funny. I seem to recall us making many, many jokes about exactly this sort of situation! Karlesta has always been transparent with where her eyes go when you are nearby, which I know we both agreed was endearing in its own way, but I thought you'd said your interest lied in the more, hm, male members of the population? Male members in general?

Of course you're probably just giving her this one nice night to make her feel better about that nasty split with Shadda. In which case, forget I said anything, that's a kind gesture.
unbridledheart: (whut!)
[Filter: Melyndra and Karlesta, in Atsirian]

I may have some information about Shadda? I gave the tribeswomen some information about her just in case she decided to leave the city, and I've just heard back -- a girl with her description left with a caravan bound for Cleraine late last month. She could be returning to the Cathedral ...? I must admit I find this all difficult to wrap my head around! Shadda was such a meek little thing. It's hard to imagine her running off to the tribes on her own, but at least it's an alternative to thinking she met some trouble in the city, here ... Which is what I have been worrying about, personally!

I will try to find more information. If only Faella would write! She could let us know right away.
unbridledheart: (wink nudge)
Oho, what's this? A bottle of wine, a single rose? Such a lovely rich red -- for both, before you ask. It's almost enough to make a girl forget what holiday she is meant to be celebrating, yes?

Still, it is a lovely way to be woken, I will admit it. Adorable. Perhaps I shall indulge him and send my card around in reply. Later, of course.
unbridledheart: (the sky!!)
[Filter: Felizia, in Atsirian]

I wonder often lately if I should just step down.

What could be so bad that it justifies enduring this? Melyndra Destra's disappointment? THe Queen's? Perhaps she would be relieved. My mother's knowing look, when I come crawling home after all of this, after all? You see, Raezi? This is what comes of settling in cities and surrounding yourself with so many strangers. You were always meant for the sands.

And then there would be one less target on display for them when the hunger comes gnawing, demanding its due.
unbridledheart: (>:D)
[Atsirian]

[the writing is messy and lopsided]

I hope everyone had a lovely night, but not half so lovely as the one I am about to have. I am selfish that way, yes?

Felizia, you will need to tell me what that wine was, later. I cannot remember, but it is the best I've had in ages ...

[Filter: Firuz, in Atsirian]

But now you seem so nervous! I hope you have not overstated your ability after all.
unbridledheart: (srs)
[Filter: Private, in Atsirian]

It ... could be nothing.

But it could be something, couldn't it?

It's been so long, now.

I had hoped

No. There is no hoping this away. Keeping quiet serves no one but your own selfish embarrassment, you silly girl.

[a long pause]

[Filter: Karlesta and Melyndra, in Atsirian]

I think there was an attempt to get into my room, tonight.

The glass is broken -- I can't find anything, a stone, a brick, nothing. But I looked through it and the ivy on the lattice is torn, as though someone might have climbed it, and -- perhaps it is my own foolish paranoia, but --

I do not think I should stay here tonight. Perhaps not again at all.
unbridledheart: (Default)
[Atsirian]

I think that poor Aezri has been lonely. I think that I am being left with no choice! Either she must come with me to parties from now on, or we must find her a companion. I've had six separate comments from our Saedri about how the poor girl was in an absolute frenzy for much of the night, tsk, poor thing. She jumps at every palm shadow in the windows and wears circles in the floors!
unbridledheart: (srs)
[Filter: Melyndra and Karlesta, in Atsirian]

Well, if I'm going to be locked up in here for the entire Festival, I hope you at least have the decency to bring me a plate! And I would like to request being bundled up like a helpless baby out on the balcony, please. Surely my fragile constitution can handle that. I'd like to see the eclipse, at the least.

And if Felizia takes the time out of her busy day to come and visit poor dying Raezi, please admit her.
unbridledheart: (dat cloak)
[Atsirian]

Sands alive, this is so unfair! Here we are and it's been near a month of this, a month! How did I ever manage? Letters are so slow!

Adrian's adorable little friend is here, now, you know, and there's so much to say! Perhaps you have heard that his name is Enoch, but I am willing to wager none of you have heard how he blushes worse than Adrian does, worse! Oh, and the poor stuttering pink little thing, I think he had a very trying day. You should hear him stumbling over his Atsirian, Mothers Above, Adrian hadn't warned us about that. How he ever made it to the temple is a mystery. And his hair! Megami men and their hair.

And -- and I am going to have to sit on all of this information until I can send all of these invites out, and then I have to wait for replies and we have to set dates and everyone has to be available and -- ridiculous! Unacceptable!

It's been near a month. Hmmph. I still say these will be back, but it's waiting for the new year again, then, isn't it? I don't know how I'm going to bear it.

Well, you had all better reply to these invites promptly, because I am going to make Enoch and Adrian both attend this, and you will be very sorry if you miss it!
unbridledheart: (whut!)
[Filter: Felizia]

Are you all right?

I cannot believe that! I never expected such a thing would happen here, at Festival, in the Queen's own presence. Her very own family, at that!

You will perhaps be happy to know that the talk all has made Ethne out to be the villain of this tale, thus far ... you will receive much in the way of sympathies tomorrow, I suspect. Such messy, ugly business. I heard that you were bleeding, when they picked you up, I do hope you are well.
unbridledheart: (the sky!!)
[Filter: Private, in Atsirian]

It's none of their

No one understands what


Mother is leaving soon. They all are, but it is mother that I will miss most. That's always the way of it, yes? It is worse now. She says that she is glad for my accomplishment, but -- is she, truly?

This is an accomplishment any would be proud of! But it is not what she wished for me.

Ah, we are still so alike. So stubborn. So ... so full of things we will never say to one another.

I am doing a very poor job of this. I ... I am. It is a wonder that the Queen has not changed her mind, called poor Chazz back to take my place. It is what I deserve.

It is what I I ...
unbridledheart: (srs)
[Filter: Private, in Atsirian]

I can hardly

Such things are not -- No.

I see the looks Melyndra Destra gives me. She must have What does it matter, if

No.

How do I say that Karlesta Faedya must learn these things without my guidance? I have done what I can. I ...

There is work to do. More than I thought possible, and I had heard the stories. Of course I would underestimate them.

[pause]

The tribe will be leaving, soon. My mother will go with them, and it will be years before I see her, again. She is not the eldest in our tribe, but every time we part, I worry that I will leave so many things unsaid.

I have work to do. Yes.
unbridledheart: (:3)
[Atsirian]

You've been very quiet since the Sand Snakes put the Striking Cobas soundly in their place, Altair!

Please tell me that you're not a sore loser. I would be so disappointed! I was hoping for so many more games than just the first. My girls have been anxiously awaiting your rematch challenge, but there has been only silence!

So disappointing! What will we do with ourselves?
unbridledheart: (>:D)
[Atsirian]

This is your team?

Oh, Altair.

I would apologize ahead of time for what we are about to do to you all, but! Never forget, everyone, he asked for this!
unbridledheart: (Default)
[Filter: Private, in Atsirian]

... Karlesta Faedya does seem quite bothered. But, well, she does overreact, sometimes. All of House Cresyn is here! And all of us, as well. Surely he will behave this once.

And if not, Adrian and Melyndra Destra will see to it, I know.

[Filter: Rhoswen, in Atsirian]

Rhoswen!

I have a request to make, if you can spare poor little me a moment of your very valuable time!
unbridledheart: (srs)
[Filter: Aes, in Atsirian]

Hm. Aes Eshene, I do hate to be a bother, but ... well!

I have heard some worrisome things about Lord Robert, tonight. And I was hoping that you could reassure me, perhaps? You all did make absolutely certain that there was no avenue for him to cause trouble, tonight, I hope?
unbridledheart: (wink nudge)
[Filter: Melyndra, Karlesta and Adrian]

Destra, Faedya, Reliz. I have given this a great amount of thought, and I think that now is the time to act, while tongues are wagging and the people are so curious for more.

We have spent so much time attending affairs that we have not yet seen to hosting any, and I cannot think of a better moment for Karlesta Faedya to play this role at last! I have been making noises here and there, to gauge the feeling of the people, and oh, Destra, I think we will have so many eating from our hands, if we seize this opportunity.
unbridledheart: (whut!)
[Atsirian]

Has anyone seen Felizia, tonight? My goodness. I assume that she's too busy to read, because she is most definitely running very late.

I'm wearing my new dress! I cancelled plans for dinner with the tribes -- and I love those dinners, you know.

I hope I haven't been stood up. I'll be very embarrassed ! And very much in need of a new partner this evening, because I did not get dressed up for nothing, I promise you that!
unbridledheart: (whut!)
[Filter: Melyndra Destra, in Atsirian]

Destra, do you have a moment? I think I may have discovered where our approach with Karlesta has been going so wrong! I'm not entirely sure, but ... well! It is something she said to me, on Rose Day. I have tried to find other ways to interpret it, but I keep coming back to this one thing, surprising though it is.

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